long time no see.... the memories keep hunting me... the times where we spent times eat together, jaulah together.... the times when we sit, talk (heart to heart) and curhat... i miss all the moments.
BUT please live in reality wahai diri! we'r not in Auckland anymore...
i think all the teachers are busy at the moment... me too. too many things to do sampaikan i have no time for myself!. we don't need time for ourselves actually what i mean the time to "recharge" myself.... now i really understand i guess what does it means by "kalau kita tak sibuk dengan dakwah dan tarbiyyah maka kita akan disibukkan dgn hal-hal dunia yg lain"...
i admit it just too hard to endure all these.. and i really thanks u guys for not leaving me alone... ade je someone yg akan call, msg tanya khabar n bg ayat2 "penenang jiwa".
but i always tell myself.. for how long i want to be like this??... i know that i should make a start... a start for everything. the first step is always the hardest thing to do.
life here is quite stress.....students with weird attitudes and masalah air yg kronik.. sometimes i just wanna quit! but i know Allah purposely send me here with reasons.. and i already promise to myself that i'm the one who's gonna make the change!...[walk ur talk!!!!!!! ]
guys.... just wanna share with u dat..if you really sincere and honest to do all these, Allah is always with us. Believe me and try to make me believe that this is true... this is the right path to walk on till the end.......
with love and prays
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