there are some parts of my life that are hardly to be "islam".... and to be honest sometimes i feel like they are too dear to my heart that i couldn't just let go of them...
astaghfirullah al-adzim
and the words of Al-Maududi always linger in my mind...it sounds something like this.. "kita diperhambakan malah kita gembira dengan penghambaan ini"
sometimes we clearly know that some things are wrong to do... something just not right in the eyes of iman... but somehow we have no guts to say NO! to ourselves....
la haula wala quwwata illa billa hil 'aliyil adzim...
like someone said.. "following the right path is too damned hard" sorry if the word "damned" sounds too harsh for you.
we are the one who is responsible to search for that kind of strength and as He promises He will strengthen our hearts to face it and struggle till the end.
there was one reminder from a friend of mine that really struck my heart... "tarbiyyah terlalu mahal untuk kita main-mainkan"
if you do not appreciate it.... millions of people are waiting for His "touch"
agaknya apa yang mahu kita "korbankan" kali ini??? let have one!
wallahu 'alam
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